Alright.  I've had it.  I can't drink on campus.  But, I'll be fucked if I'm not gonna smoke.  All these annoyances, stresses, distractions, and SHIT has driven me to pick up a cigarette again.  I haven't smoked one about 6 months now, but whenever I do I can't stop!  I still get nicotine buzzes from the cigarettes...... It's amazing.  I love it!

But the Idiot thinks it's disgusting.  Well, I don't care.  I'm tired of all this bullshit going on around here.

I need a goddamn cigarette! 

Just listen to me.  I cannot believe I'm letting the politics of this hell-hole get to me that it's driving me to smoke!

I know.

I'm weak.